2nd Operation In My Life

Tomorrow i will admit to hospital and have the operation on this Saturday. This is the second operation in my life. My first operation is the tumor. Second operation is on my knee. Doctor said my knee meniscus is abnormal, the shape is bigger and square than other people, and it is cracked. The doctor will open two holes on my knee, then put a scope into the hole, and fix my meniscus.

This time i'm more worry than my last operation. I'm not scare about the operation, but i'm scare what will happen after the operation. I have to use hand crutch for 6 weeks. After 6 weeks, i still cannot do any sports, until the doctor says i'm fully recover. I'm the person that likes to go gathering, hang out with my friends. Ask me don't move for 6 weeks? Can i?

I'm worry that i cant continue my taekwondo life. The taekwondo training is a link between me and my taekwondo buddies, that's why i continue join the taekwondo club at MMU Melaka and Cyberjaya although i'm alone. I dunwan to lose the connection between me and my Penang taekwondo friends.

I still cant find my own target after i got my 2nd Dan. When i got my 1st Dan, i give myself two targets, which are got the 2nd Dan and have my own class. Now this two targets achieved, so what is my next target? 3rd Dan? I think myself is not so good yet. What else? Maybe i should target myself to recover before year 2010 ends, and get back to my taekwondo life.